I am a poor steward.
I fail to go.
And when I do,
I go too slow.
I am a poor steward,
I have not done much.
I have not helped
I did not touch.
I am a poor steward,
It was not enough
I did not volunteer
When things got tough.
I am a poor steward,
I whine and moan
To help is hard
I trudge, I groan.
I play dumb games,
I waste my time,
I forget names,
I make up rhymes.
I am a poor steward,
And much I waste.
I don’t do good,
I am less ‘salt’ than ‘paste’.
I will be a poor steward,
But still I’ll go.
Please, forgive me, Lord,
That I go slow.
Monday, October 13, 2008
I am a poor steward
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Sunday, October 5, 2008
The House With The Broken Door
You decided against the same old thing
You turned right, instead of your usual left
And you saw a brightly lit house
Its door hanging open
A broken door – Askew, Unworkable.
Like it was no longer something that people closed
From inside the voices came
Laughing, singing, and debating
Smells rolled down to you too
Fresh-baked bread
Apple pie
Roast chicken
New wine
A smiling face appeared at the door
And a friendly body hurried down to take your arm
“Oh!” “You’re Here!” “We were so hoping you’d come today!”
And they were all there
Old friends and new
Their names and faces filled with joy
Filling you with joy
Hugging and kissing
Slapping your back
Welcoming you in
Silly, Silly, So Foolish
How long you walked that lonely road
The house had been waiting for you
The friends had been waiting for you
But no matter
The time was paid for
And the time is at hand for you to be honored
“But I did nothing!” you said…
“I went the wrong way!”
“I did the wrong things, again and again!”
No matter, no matter
On your way you did much good,
More than you could have known
And your mistakes,
See!
They have all been redeemed-
Turned about like an engine at a roundhouse
Like a lump of clay on a wheel
Like the sun breaking through the rain
Like a starfish regrowing its arms
The journey is over
And you are home
What was forgotten has been recalled
What was stolen has been restored
What was lost has been found
There was always room for you here
You were always wanted and needed
Always wanted at our table
Always present in our prayers
If it was not so, would we not have told you?
Welcome Back!
Welcome Back Home!
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
Prodigality
The other day I watched 'Nanny McPhee' with my family. -We generally don't get to movies while they are in the theatre, due to the business of our lives. So apologies for getting to this video long after most have seen it. At any rate, 'Nanny McPhee' seems an appropriate topic on the Sunday the lectionary blesses us with 'the prodigal son'. In 'Nanny' the children are much more particularly heinous, and less amusing than in 'Mary Poppins' to the extent that no nannys will come to help their father anymore.
At this point Nanny McPhee arrives, bearing an impressive collection of warts, a snaggletooth, and a bulbous nose.
As the children learn each of the lessons on the way to being good family members, the nanny loses one of her uglifying features, until finally, at the end of the story, with the children fully remediated, Nanny McPhee is a beautiful older woman.
What is up with this transformation? Perhaps, living in relationship, with all of its strictures, looks pretty ugly from the outside, much like returning to beg forgivess from one's father after spending all your inheiritance might. But from the other side of that transition -from the in-side of that relationship, there is much beauty.
May we find forgiveness, and find it in our hearts to provide forgiveness to those who repent and seek forgiveness from us. And may we find beauty in love, where true beauty resides.
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